I know I haven't posted here in months, but I feel the need to get this off my mind.

I miss him. I miss my Sean. I want to go back to Summerville, South Carolina to be with him again. I only got to spend four days with the love of my life, and because of that, my plans for the holidays were ruined. I don't even want to celebrate Christmas without him, like we originally planned.

But his parents wouldn't let him go. Claiming his car wouldn't make from Summerville to Philadelphia. Claiming that even though they didn't mind that we wanted to spend Christmas my family, they still wouldn't let him go. They've no idea how much I hurt because of their decision.

This pain I feel. Its real, I cry at least every other hour. I don't like this pain I feel. I miss him so much, and the only way I can express it, is to cry.

Crying is all I can do.

omg I'm alive. How do you take that sort of information?!

o_O

Disappearing for a week! See you on the 25h.

Flower. ;__; The Sweet Rose of the Kalahari.

(ps this show is addicting)

(pps, I'm a horrible daughter!)

Having my own cell phone bill feels weird. :(

What the fuck. A vet bill costing $248? I was saving for a bed, and now I'm down to nothing in my savings. My mom's gonna call and bitch at them later, but still. God damn. These shots had better make my dog better. She's been sick lately.

I don't think it was very fair of them to take advantage of the fact that I was a new patient there and they never even DISCUSSED charges. "Well, she didn't ask." Last vet I went to, they went down in detail how much was what. I only had $50 available, and that alone would have only covered the check up.

I am never going there ever again. The SPCA is starting to look mighty fine again.

I HAVE NO MONEY

I WANT .HACK//GU VOL 3 REDEPTION NOW D:

I have been looking for Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu Volume 2 Yuki Nagato CD collection for months. \o/ I finally got it. Go go torrents.

In other words, I know my store manager hates me and I know he singles me out. He's been hiring new people to cover my shifts, but I'm guessing he can't find a good enough reason to fire me cause he cut me down from five days to two days. This really, really fucking sucks. I went from 40 hours to 16. What an ass.

We put a bid in on a condo, and they took it! Our settlement date is on Halloween, so far it seems. \o/ Happy birthday to me and my mom, a few weeks late, but yeah! Moving into a new place is an awesome birthday present.

When I told the asshole of a store manager, there were no congratulations. Only "does this mean you'll be needing time off?" I only work two days, why's it matter to you?

So I started playing WoW cause I got bored with RO and I'm taking my two week break or so from it. Hypocrite, I know. If anyone wants to play with me I'm Alliance side on the Sisters of Elune server. :<

139 pictures taken at the zoo, 108 were salvaged the rest scrapped cause they were shaky pictures. I have one video, I have them on youtube, and the rest on my photobucket account. Thank god you can upload 20 pictures at a time, otherwise I'd be here all night uploading pictures.

Adrian~ I got your pengis~


King Cobra video.

I was disappointed by the lack of foxes. :(

EDIT: It occurs to me that I forgot to link to the damn album.

I'm going to the zoo today! :D

Any picture requests?

I'm also having dinner with my grandfather from Florida tonight. \o/

Dear body,

I do not appreciate throwing up. Please let me keep my dinner that I enjoyed down. Thank you.

Unlovingly,

Stephanie.

Yeah, its seriously fucked up.

Haha my manager got ripped a new asshole today.

The return policy at Walgreens is if you have a receipt, you can bring it back. Opened or not. A woman had bought that new weight loss pill, Alli, and she returned it a few days later with the receipt after having an allergic reaction to it. Well, my stupid store manager said that she was making it up and had no proof that she was told that. She said that the pharmacist told it to her and in her words told him, "Well call your fucking pharmacist and she'll fucking back me up. You're an asshole, and an idiot. You should be fired for the way you handle your customers."

The whole time, me and another coworker (Lori) were going "You go, girl."

Why must looking for a vet be so damn hard? I've found seven local vets that I have to call tomorrow. Fun!

I conformed. I got a myspace. :(

I need moar anime to watch. DX I'm done with Inukami! and I'm watching D.Grey-man right now but I have to wait for that weekly. :(

So. Inukami!

Its interesting. To say the least. XD


Although, Nadeshiko looks like a cross between Mikuru and Suiseiseki.

I FINALLY BEAT THAT BASTARD OVAN! \o/